i woke up crying from a very emotional dream. i was with my friend Krie and we were walking past old graffiti and i said "hey we should do some of that again, u want to?" and he said no, so i was flipping through some drawings and said "r u sure, what about all this" and he shook his head. then i was walking around, just sad at the whole thing, so i told him he was my best friend, he was giving me his old motorcycle so i started crying heavily. still tearing up as i write this. i kept remembering the phrase my teacher said "who ur friends with now, most likely wont be ur friends after high school." he didnt mean ppl fight, he meant ppl just move on and time keeps on going.
i surround myself with junk from the past, i thought it was just an obsession of a great console, but it was my obsession with my childhood that made me buy almost 200 PS2 games, posters, ect. i was realizing something ive been trying VERY VERY hard to ignore: time passes and things, places, and people, absolutely e